Sunday, 30 August 2009
I like to think of myself as a fairly calm person, I feel I have had alot to deal with in life, and I always pick myself up, dust myself off and start again.
Okay, so I can almost hear you all scoffing in amazement, and I know I have told you all about a few of the times I have gotten very angry...but that doesn't count, they were all instances of protecting/sticking up for my children, everyone knows that's 'free' anger...
But there are just days when I feel so bloody angry I actually want to jump up and down and have a full blown tantrum.
It's not anything specific, its just a feeling, I don't get it, there are days when people are so rude to me, or so horrid to me, and I can smile and let it go, then there are days when a tiny thing, no-ones doing, can send me over the edge.
I'm pretty good at hiding it (surprise surprise) but where does it go, what happens to the internalised anger???